Where do I start?
My name is shyko.
I am a very young and brisk lady who loves music like most people do, at least I presume. I know music invokes different feeling for different people.
I live in an eye for an eye world, though I choose to see good in people. Call me gullible but that is how my heart is set-up.
I dream of becoming a success story not to the world but to myself, my family and my children (if I will be blessed with any someday)
I love cooking but most people assume that I don’t know how to cook so I never correct them.
I don’t like complicated, I prefer simple.
I would rather live in a small cottage with a warm inbuilt fireside surrounded by sea green vegetation than in a country house. I keep to myself most of the time; you wouldn’t really know what’s going on with me even if you studied me as a syllabus. I mean this literally.
I get inspired by surroundings a lot, mostly serene environment. I would write for hours on end in any environment that I am in tune with. I love nature so much and that is one of the reasons am proud to be of African descent (or rather Kenyan) because of the astounding beauty my country possesses.
God is my first love, each day is a new blessing to create and mend a relationship with him. I struggle just like any other christian but I always try.
Next is friends and family, there are always conflicts from time to time but I love them regardless.
Then comes the other love, the romance one.
With this one it’s always wheels within wheels.
I am very selfish when it comes to this kinda love. I love spending time with myself so much that when I imagine sharing my time with someone else I cringe at the thought, probably because it took some time for me to get comfortable in my own skin and accept my flaws so the thought of letting somebody else close terrifies me. Perhaps I fear going through insecurity all over again.
However I won’t lie I think about love at least once a day most especially when I see a happy couple and I crave for that emotion intensely. If I ever fall in love, I want most of it to be fulfilling. I have always been for classic love, the take me back in time when nothing was ever really complicated kind.
I won’t promise that it will be painless or without misunderstanding and bumps but I will promise royalty and to pray for those bumpy moments. I am quite intense and uninhibited when I touch this area so I’ll leave it at that, I wouldn’t want to get carried away.
There is this saying; “we are all in the same game; just different levels, dealing with the same hell; just different devils”
Each person has their own hurdles in life the only difference is how you choose to deal with them. I consider beauty being the ideal disguise for pain and hurt. It covers so many wounds often creating assumption there are others who do not undergo obstacles.
Nonetheless I always choose to be happy; this life is too short for constant worries and agony.
It’s not too much to ask from myself but
LIVE xx LOVE xx LAUGH