This is not one of those cliché letters of ooooh I love you…you’re my world…you’re my everything…you’re my jewels and the like.
That is already in the universe but just to affirm it. You were loved by me even before the thoughts of you came into mind, but you are not my world or my everything. You are my gift, you are part of my world and you are already whole and perfect just as you are.
I write to you today because I BELIEVE that even if you never read this, you are loved deeply.
So where do I start? Firstly, at times I wonder about what kind of personalities you will have; I love my personality so I am inclined to making you more like me. Anyway, jokes aside, you are moulded in the image of Christ and I want you to be your own individuals, making your own imprints and bringing your own bright lights to us and to the world.
It’s most parents fear that their child/children might end up failures—well I do not have that fear for you, because, God shall bless you with abundant wisdom. I have always said to myself.
I hope that I will be there to point you to the paths that lead to discovering the real treasure. And if I am not guess what? You are already taken care of. God has your back.
People are always saying, “be happy, be free, be yourself….” You have probably heard all those quotes by now. The truth is, I’ve been on that journey and I never experienced true happiness, freedom and self awareness by trying to get them by myself. So be in God. Just that. You will receive more than your spirit, mind, body and soul can imagine possible.
An experience beyond human understanding.
I hope and pray you love nature, I love nature, I love ranches, skies, mountains…anything that reminds me there is a greater force than me, there is a creator of a perfect system even if we live in an imperfect world.
Suffering? That, you will find in plenty in this broken world. There is no way out of it, but there is a way through it. The way is made easier because…
God is your biggest cheerleader and support system.
Again, do not worry too much, He will be with you. If we die (either of us— your parents), before you are all grown up…know that God is a greater parent.
Finally, be brave, be courageous, be bold and have faith, and love like Jesus. Everything else might fail, but God’s love will never fail. I have tested it multiple times. Always stay in the word of God. Always. Always.
So this is it for now.
Peace my lovelies.
The most awesome mum ever!